I will note that i was literally driving in my truck listening to some Mi Citi & Mii potential songs...and just started thinking about some things. this is mainly because my songs are all based on my current moods. so listening to them put me in that mood ya dig! and no joe, but what up joe! loooooooooook! this is for closure, for me to move forward fully and everyone knowing my side aka the truth. Mi Citi & Mii the mixtape & album coming sooner now!....
Let me just start this off with the truth about noizemob/hardcore designs(miami kaos) and what happened between us and noizemob artists.I felt things got too political, with like public statement gag orders on speaking ur mind publicly .u couldn't speak how u felt otherwise their were consequences ..like no mixtape slots etc,etc.I put it like this though...if I'm already suffering the consequences fukk it! sad thing is...im no artist on noizemob or anything and hell I wasn't even pushing as one at the time..but, I was wiz's protege', I became Miami Kao's protégé (hatas called it d riding I guess lol) and from that I endured all of their hatas or doubters; whatever right?... I Started speaking my mind throughout these forums as I posted covers,news ANYTHING REGARDING THEM OR our AFFILIATES (and ask them they will tell u they wrote me damn near everyday saying yo can u post this?). From there I started applying that negative shyt folks from rapmullet to boxden was saying about myself,them or my artists (who were never online or anywhere while I was doing this at first) and spoke about it in songs. I made this song called "new world order" a sneak cheap shot at st.laz that went over most heads...except DJ rokz and like a whole lot of kids I played halo 3 with lol(I'm dead ass serious, they love that record!) the song had a big positive msg in it too then kream mgmt emerged...that was the first time ever anyone actually gave a damn about anything I was doing. She came along and made me feel like the star I was but didn't know yet (laugh to urself hatas I know u r.. ) then came a song called I'm so serious....now this is where I feel everything in my situation with noizemob fukked up...wiz hoffa hit me up telling me how he like a lot of things about the song and quoted some lines from the song...then went as far as to biggin me up at the place that means most to him "rapmullet.com" and personally made a thread about how hot the song was and quoted a few lines even ones in the hook where I say " if u really getting paper where ya plastic bruh?" that's meaning that puffy got money right..so if these dudes who pop shyt claiming they got gwop where the fukk ya debit or credit cards at..diddy got millions I don't think all that is at his house dig me ;) but anyway, that thread wiz posted brought all kinds of folks in it. Even big chew (rapmullet owner) came in there saying "yeah check is def getting better, he is not on gutta's level lyrically..but you can tell he strives for perfection" then a song I didn't even really like that I tested...chew enjoyed and put on his infamous ipod player on rapmullet! Thanks again for that. Back to im so serious though, wiz wanted on the song and asked me about his dude getting a verse and him and sayin they had some done... He asked me how I felt about his dude, I said he I felt he needed work (because I heard him stumble against flu and gutta on a conf. Call) then that was deaded I guess and I continued recording songs. Started actually gracing mixtapes but gutta wasn't on many in his situation... So I was like aight im gone start my own series " another cheap shot at st. Laz for fukkin wit me so much lol" and named it fetti kings. That shyt graced the streets in nyc and everywhere (with guidance from rokz) and kaos showed love to me on the covers..cuz supposedly he appreciated me for helping him buzz more "which I damm sure did" but also as a friend..shyt I talked to wiz and kaos more then moms and my girl at one point lol "NO HOMO" sorry budden I had to say that haha. So with fetti kings I got my artists heard..but they hav no visibility like me so of course their progress isn't gonna be as huge as mine. That's not my fault at all people. With kream I got to do my usual massive promo for my artists..but applying that same promo for them for myself I blew past damm near everyone. Wasn't my intentions, but god has his own plans for us. My artists stepped up their effort though and I thank them for that and now they see better results for them on the label....still waiting on gutta to resign though cuz I agreed to his negotiations. Throughout all that I wasn't talkin much to wiz...but kaos was still the first person I talked to on aim..so we still talked on the regular. Random convo's of hatas,and new work and he told me alot how I was the ceo to beat...but now he calls me a cornball and faggit for no reason. Ladies and gentlemen that's where im confused....ok, well maybe the song I did called let me go in was the cause?nope, cuz he said the song was good and felt it was an mis understanding..and he was gonna call talk to wiz..."who was so pissed about my song publicly he called dj's he knew and his that supported me and made them stop" my song let me go in was recorded for the following reasonS: Wiz joined forces with his ex enemy geo...from there he hit alotttt of mixtapes with geo. So now this is where I feel I came back in... Soon as talks came up to why wiz is in a rap group my name always got mentioned saying "well check raps and he' a ceo..why yall not talkin bout him" but the difference was I was still pushing my artists just as much as me...some...well fukkt aht political shyt right now..WIZ was not. At this time also... wiz got into it with his dj's over playing noizemob artists (cuz seriously it was barely happening and wiz has more dj's then the world right? ...I mean he did beat the affiliates and others for that justo) then basically parted ways with the artists and im tellin u, it was like 3 months and folks was not hearin from wiz..but you could find him at the justo's with his ex enemy logo tees and on rapmullet sayin boss gang, and sayin if yall think boss gang weak or I suck then address it.... Then starts poppin shyt on rapmullet and says in a thread "uh oh, I think they afraid to address the bosses". (now we are still talkin about why let me go in was recorded so add this to that too..) so I head to the studio and speak my mind on my fresh serge deff track and rush back home from my studio to do what I do best with music...GET IT HEARD. And shockingly folks I never got feedback from said the record was hot etc etc...even some of wiz closets friends....what fukked it up was wiz asks publicly about a line in the song where I say " a tag team can't stop me please" that's meaning him teaming up with his ex enemy isn't gonna stop me from doing what I do best remember?.. Somehow my song gets turned into a diss song now the impact of the song just tripled!...shyt it's a good song, I like it lol. Folks who said they loved it said they didn't consider it no damm diss record even kaos.. Well now everyone went back and listend harder at the song and heard more lines I said (lol) like " big gap between me and u because ur laz teeth" & "this dude says he's hot I hear eddie cane/ join danity kane, showstop for fame/" and then things got woke up publicly and folks started realizing like...ya know what, we aint getting heard or on any mixtapes since we been here...with noizemob (with no paperwork) or getting the oppurtunity to be heard by the so called connects wiz claimed he had...so I ended up talking to damm near every artist and told them bout how me and neight was responible for damm near every decent move or decision he did during that time before the group thing... AND NEVER GAVE US CREDIT FOR IT.they was shocked at a lot of things and said thanks for letting them know and they didn't know. So my boys trp & neight come in now...
Neight I learned was more like me, but I had the online politics 101 and he didn't...but he spoke his fukkin mind on them conference calls and acted just like me..which was REAL, and dammit he's gonna tell ya the real everytime too. He's trp's manager by the way. So our business and friendship situation grew into a serious ass affiliation and them along with gutta are on my current song called "conan" (currently receiving bds at a few radio stations..thanks snoop!) which basically ended all the slick talk about me....and wiz's full diss record at me which was 3 months late after let me go in...and might I add failed miserably and was hyped up by his people he called up personally to post this is hot publicly lmao. My song let me go in had 287 downloads in 9 days on my box.net accont and u can't alter them people....his diss record had 67 downloads on zshare in 6 days and u can refresh ur page and make the count go up on there...bong! So that ceased everything with me kaos and wiz. Kaos stopped doing covers for me so I started my own situation with dynamic designs for graphics...he followed me around in threads mad posting matrix videos sayin I was trying to be him....this is where everyones lost and asks him " so how else is he suppose to get covers done, is it u or nobody else can do them?" but he never answers lol. Oh and I started above all dj's. that move was made because I wanted to get better texas artists heard,mine and myself... BEHOLD IT's WORKing! We pushed jokaman..he's nominated for an sea, hella yella is nominated, dj ames is..uh oh im not! Lol. with the encouragement of dj ames I did that and tzar made the logo...he's a dj on there also from canada. Dj ames is a noizemob dj as well I might add, what up ames! Anyway before I get off topic again. Kaos was mad and started calling me all kinds of names and saying I was a fraud. How am I the fraud if one day he was saying check u the best then the next it's check ur a faggot and a loser?? Ok i'll end there before he goes and do covers for another dj, so that dj will stop asking my artist for features and talkin to me period...that's another story.
Now people we have clinton davis jr known as checkmate now. This guy the hatas all call corny,fraud, etc...but luckily is signed to amalgam digital, partners with kream mangement, negotiating deals with box.net and many more, and has his own website which was influenced by people hatin on him out of envy & jealousy (notice my logo has those two words on it before I even learned how to rap?...that's crazy I could tell the future lol). After being blackballed and cutoff from all I knew at the time (noizemob/kream mgmt/hardcore/), im still standing.now without anyones help but kream mgmt,my dj's, my supporters and them two men above we have been blessed with great oppurtunities. regardless I enjoyed the experience yet again. Im very grateful for the blessings god has provided me with, and the passion & dedication my father passed on to me. I said im gonna carry out my fathers dream and dammit im here grinding and working hard wit minimal sleep and food! with or without my people's help or support ( I see they faces and body labguage) I will continue that till im back with my father talking bout our mistakes and smiling together again! Hopefully certain people will realize that man im here...I don't hate anyone don't wish harm on no man or woman.I support those I feel are hard workers and deserving of any help or time I can provide. Why wouldn't u support a son of a nyc hero? Why would u hate a son of a nyc hero? I ask myself that shyt everyday u hatas out there talk reckless. Then I realize, ya'll are the ones who made me successful in my own. I have the abilty to "CREATE" and I owe that all to ya'll! So thank you hatas/doubters/frauds/scam artists/thiefs/ and hoe ass nuccas & b words (yeah I said it) because of u I create, and I mean that in the most universal way! A'S DOWN, K'S UP Mi Citi Mii! "everyone knows about that huh? Why....? CUZ I KNOW WHAT THE FUKK IM DOIN! DUMMY" it's checkmate hatas! Looooooooook! Above all..you already know the rest. Amalgam thank you!
